Tuesday, September 7, 2010

ARRRRRGGGGGHHHH!!

I have some serious anger issues. Seems I need to get back to writing. No, I won't blog about what makes me angry because I have to keep the illusion of being a nice person. But I really need to get back to long-hand angry writing. It is so therapeutic (sp?) for me and I really need some therapy right about now.

Writing allows me to vent without really having an audience who will possibly judge me for my rant, or judge the person I'm ranting about or both. And who needs that? So, what is the crux of my anger? Life hasn't gone how I've planned. I know, I know. Most people could say the same, but right now it is so relevant to my life.

One assignment I've given myself is to write letters to those I'm angry at, but with no delivery of said letters. Maybe I'll burn them or rip them up. Just like cleaning out a closet can feel so freeing, so can writing all those things you've always wanted to say to the person (or people) you've always wanted to say them to. I've done this before, but feel the need to do it again.

Why do I have to be so complicated??