I have some serious anger issues. Seems I need to get back to writing. No, I won't blog about what makes me angry because I have to keep the illusion of being a nice person. But I really need to get back to long-hand angry writing. It is so therapeutic (sp?) for me and I really need some therapy right about now.
Writing allows me to vent without really having an audience who will possibly judge me for my rant, or judge the person I'm ranting about or both. And who needs that? So, what is the crux of my anger? Life hasn't gone how I've planned. I know, I know. Most people could say the same, but right now it is so relevant to my life.
One assignment I've given myself is to write letters to those I'm angry at, but with no delivery of said letters. Maybe I'll burn them or rip them up. Just like cleaning out a closet can feel so freeing, so can writing all those things you've always wanted to say to the person (or people) you've always wanted to say them to. I've done this before, but feel the need to do it again.
Why do I have to be so complicated??
I think everyone can relate to your post. Sometimes writing such letters and venting your anger and frustrations is just the cure you need.
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I've missed you, girl! I hope things turn on the upswing for you.
~Rebecca
I totally understand how you feel. I do the same thing. I just hope I am not one your mad at or angry with. If so please let me know. I love your family more than words can say. You have helped us so much since you have moved from Cedar City. We are so thankful and grateful for your whole family each one of you is so very special to each of us. I love you all. Thanks for being there for us. We love to come over and visit with you all and play games. Its very therapeutic.
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